Firstly,I want to tell you guys that I miss Mira so much :')

As you all know,Im studying in Taylors now.Im really for the delay cus I've been so busy :) This is my 3rd week in Taylors and everything is good so far except what happened yesterday was a disaster.I'll get back to that later.

And on the 8th September isssss my 18th birthday!Yay!Haha lol well I am considered as an adult now well kinda.Abah bought me my first recipe book that is soo thick and heavy!And ze mom and dad also gave me moolahs.My friends from college,which is Wafa,Mira and Sab,gave me a bracellete!We,four,have the exact same bracellete as a symbol of friendship.

Btw guys,do you just loooove my backgroud music?It is from the movie Midnight in Paris.It gives me such an inspiration and makes me sooo desperate to go to France.Well,I will InsyaAllah one day I will study there or work there! :)

On my first day of pastry class,Chef Shahrir taught us how to bake shortbread,chocolate chips and checkerboard cookies!The checkerboard was kinda failed but hahah well come on,I think it not that bad for a first timer.Supposedly my butchery class was yesterday but Chef Federic was absent so yeap.

Im really scared for my friends which is from outside of the states.I dont want them to be all culture shock and stuff.Cus they don't know anything about this place.Im scared if they ever be friends with the wrong person.Trust me,I am born here.I know this place very well.I was raised here.Im not saying they are dumb,but they are naive when it comes to this kinda things.They are really nice people and it will be such a waste if they got themselves trap into the hole of darkness.Yes,I think too much.Maybe we all should,you know.Their parents payed for all these expensive fees and shit to study.Not to go party and drink and take crap or whatever.I am so angry with these 'useless' people because they are all malay.I just don't get it why some people labels partying,drinking,and all this crap as 'Enjoying life'.That is freakin bull,man!Urgh I hate it.It is such a waste of money and life!

About what happened yesterday,lemme get this clear,I,and all of my close friends,either its Mira,Buddy,Izy,everyone that is close to me,never ever ever laugh so loud in public.It was a very embarassing moment for me.In my whole life.My parents taught me well about this and they are very right!As 'they' were laughing their freakin heads off,all of the people around us is like staring at us.And they gave us this look in disgust.I and Fasha was the only one who is not laughing cus we have freakin no idea what is so freakin funny.So,we excused from the table and went somewhere else far.Omg,I was so embarassed with everyone.Me,Mira and all of my best pals,we have class and we are all well trained with high discipline and modesty.My parents friends can be probably anywhere around subang area or maybe around the world and that is one of the main reason why I control and act appropriately in public areas.I always want people to give me a good first impression when they look at me.Who doesn't?

What happened yesterday really makes me wanna go straight to Miera's house and hug her so tight.I miss spending time with her and I miss her soo much.I wish everybody can be as nice and as understandable as her.She understands me really well or I can say EVERYTHING about me and that is the only thing I can't find in somebody else except Miera.

Thats all for today guys.Stay tune for more!xx